I know. I know. I said I’d be back in September. And when I wrote that, I meant early September. Well… it came and went, and boy did it go quick. And no sooner do I look up, but October’s pretty much gone too. Which means my “short summer hiatus” has turned into a four-month-long-stretch that’s pulled me so far away from the daily routine of blogging that it’s been nearly impossible to jump back in. (heavy sigh here)
I’ve thought about it. I’ve thought about it a lot. I thought about it in mid-September when I realized my self-imposed deadline had passed, but realized I still had no time and nothing interesting to say because, at least in terms of art, I was doing virtually nothing.
I thought about it again in the beginning of October and conceived the briefest of blog-posts in my mind… nothing more than a title – “So I lied.”
I thought about posting all of the cool happenings I’ve NOT gone to, just to show you that you haven’t missed a thing in this corner. And then I thought about it again when I went to see Beirut at the Fox because I actually took some pretty photos and even shot a little video and it was just so exciting to be OUT, doing SOMETHING! But still I did nothing. I haven’t even looked at those photos or video since…
I had one other stroke of inspiration in September because the spiders were all back in my yard again (Chasing Spiders). It’s very strange how they seemingly materialize out of nowhere at this specific time of year… Anyway, I knew it wasn’t really particularly art related and probably not the best way to relaunch the blog but I actually took some great photos of other critters in the yard (including those being wrapped up like burritos and feasted upon by the spiders). But still I did nothing.
Until today. Tonight really. I got a comment earlier today saying “Please come back” (Thank you Matt!) and it made my heart leap, and sink at the same time. So affirming to hear that someone appreciated and valued my efforts, and so guilt-inducing to know that I’ve abandoned my project. So here I am on a Friday night… trying to write something non-work-related for the first time in months. And all I can say is that I WILL be back. And this is my start 😉
It’s going to take me some time to get some material going because, to be completely honest, I’ve done nothing. My life has been work work work family work family sick work work wedding (not mine) sick sick work work work. And needless to say, all work and no play makes this blog non-existent.
And the truth is, I miss it too. I’ve missed the past 4 Art Murmurs. I missed Art & Soul. I missed Eat Real. I missed Oaktoberfest (I couldn’t even make a beer drinking festival right down the street from my house!) I missed Hardly Strictly. I missed Picasso at the De Young. I missed Brad Pitt at the Paramount (dammit!)
I haven’t even been listening to music much because I’m so focused when I’m working, but I do still love me some KALX while shuttling between meetings. It’s one of the things I’d be loathe to live without. They’re having their annual fundraiser right now, so if you love free-form independent radio like I do, please support them so they don’t end up going the way of KUSF (here’s my write-up from last year). And here’s a clip of one of my recent favs (discovered via KALX), that they’ve been playing quite a bit:
Hope you enjoy, and I’ll see you again here real soon!
Welcome back. All is not lost. Don’t be so hard on yourself. You can do it. 🙂
So glad you are coming back. I meant my comment honestly and positively, no guilt trip. If you get a chance to stop by Vessel gallery some afternoon this week it is the last chance to check out Cyrus Tilton’s latest installation. I highly recommend it to everyone and would be interested in your comments.
Welcome back! Guilt is way over-rated and rarely productive, so skip it 🙂